Time Crisis 4!

Ok, going to the city at closing time on a Sunday was not a good idea, especially when i had a craving for sushi. Haven't had that in ages. Daniel and i walked to all the japanese sushi places to discover that they were not open on weekends or just were closing down. My stupidity. We dropped by Orbit (as it was closing down) and played Time Crisis 4. i used to think Time Crisis 2 was awesome....and then there was Time Crisis 3 with the cool new weapons. But Time Crisis 4 kicks heaps of butt. There were different situations, different places we could fire from that are actually moving, instead of being standing behind cover all the time. Well i died first as usual. My gaming skills suck really bad compared to my friends. We ate at Spencer and then visited Ben. Ben has a super computer which i am almost jealous of. Its prepared for Vista AND quad core chips that aren't even out yet. Went back to Daniel's and watched 40 year old virgin. That was pretty funny. i think i did do an ok job of making the most out of a weekend. i think the trick is visiting friends and eating food. This week has been pretty boring. Just a lot of working and sleeping. i wake up really late but i think its because i sleep really late. Hmm. At least its gone by pretty fast and i can look forward to the next weekend which would be doing a whole lot of nothing.

Too soon

This weekend went by too soon. The party at Jamies was really great. i got wasted for the first time in months. i think i fell asleep a few times too. i don't think i did anything stupid. But Jamie does have some very CRAZY friends. VERY crazy. But everyone was still cool. Still it was a very funny night and i'm also kinda surprised by how strong woodstocks are. Or maybe i just have a really bad tolerance to alcohol. i had to crash at his house overnight. i'm just chilling at Daniels now and just bumming around. Might go to city in a little while.

Long Live the Weekend

Going to a small barbeque tomorrow at Jamie's house on the top of the mountain. i want to drink heaps and forget all my troubles. Never seen Jamie drunk before. This should be interesting. Dunno if i should spend the night. Depends how trashed i am. i'm afraid his pets might eat me or poop on me if i'm passed out. i hope i don't do anything too bad. Eg suicide attempt, public vomiting, nudie flashing or worse....hitting on his sister. DON'T KILL ME JAMIE!!!!

Smile?

My supervisor asked me yesterday night at work, "Chris, you don't smile a lot do you?" i told her that i don't. And she asked why. Well she didn't have to ask that. Anybody could figure it out. i told her i wasn't a happy person. She asked why again. And i couldn't really answer that. Theres too much within me to just tell anyone about. There are a lot of things i don't want people to get involved with it. Its just my problem. i do smile and laugh though. When i see something funny, or when i hear a joke. Other than that i don't really find any reason to smile. i'm just getting by. Theres no point in wasting the energy to smile. At least i don't frown. It takes more muscles to frown than to smile.

Nothing to do

i can barely type. The effects of alcohol are coming. Had jack with coke and leftover lasagne. Wondering why it has to be like this. Or maybe just wondering it IS already like this and accepting it? or sticking with it. i don't particularly like the taste of jack. But it helps i think. Takes time to swallow it down and takes effort not to throw up. Just hoping the effects can take the awful feelings away. i don't think it does, but its a change at least. Its different from 30 mins ago. i am occupied with something at least. My face feels warm. Almost like i'm in bed with blankets snuggled and ready to sleep. i would be happy if i can dream and sleep straight away. i don't like this. Nothing is real. But it is real and thats why i hate it so much.

A night at work

i started work as usual at 5 yesterday. Actually i was a bit late and had to do a crazy rush dancing with traffic to get to work on time. When i walked in, i managed to clock in at 4:59pm =D Perfect timing. Anyways it was a long hard night at work. We were pulling out pallets onto the floor for such a long time. Non stop pulling until about 8. Since we're understaffed, they hired new people so we're seeing a few new faces around, but they still have to learn the basics. i got put in the outdoor section and had to work the night alone. So much dog food, cat food and pottery to go through. When we finished it was 2am. My dad called while i was driving back from work. He didn't seem happy and probably thought i was up to something. i think he suspects that i finished work early and that i was out somewhere. It'll be pretty funny if he wasn't so angry about it. The pic on the left is what appears to be 2 monkeys caught in a comprimising position. Taken on the day Al and Deena 'retired'. Anyways i woke up at 12 pm today sore, but at least not tired.

i hate widgets

i just literally spent most of the day from 12:pm till now creating a 'beta' blogger version of the current template which i used to have. i tried to make it look as similar as i could get it to the old template. There was so much trial and error and alot of going hmm. i basically had to create a new blog and use it as a test to see if what i wanted to do was possible. Turns out it was. What i like about the 'beta' version is that it allows labels, and allows cool navigation and also has a cool way of presenting archives. i better go to sleep now. Going to drift event tomorrow. Actually its today coz its past 12 am.