i finally let go!!!

I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know - Backstreet Boys

i'm glad its not like that anymore. i feel better and i know better.
i finally have let go of the girl i liked for about 2 years. The hurt
was unbearable and i probably would not do it all again. i felt
like i WAS fighting to let her go and i am glad i finally have. It
didn't come that hard. It was just a little shock to find out the
pain wasn't worth it.

i graduate today!

i guess today is an important phase in my life where i finish my
formal educational studies and begin working. Had a bit of stuff to
do today. Yesterday i helped my grandpa buy a computer system, but
the pci wireless card seemed to be faulty. So today we sent it back
for repairs. They said they'll be ready in a few hours so i'm just
waiting for the call from them. Then about 6 i leave the house and go
to the ceremony and hopefully it all goes well from there. i'm only a
little stressed atm. i spent last night chatting with Safina.
Haven't really played much in ages. Did i get bored? Or was i too
busy? Or both? Hmmm. Dunno what to do atm.

Blogging by email

This is a test to see if i can blog using my email. Subject line is
the title post and the email is the post itself. It would be so cool
if this works. It means i don't have to sign into blogger to actually
post onto the blog. If this turns up then it works. =) i hope i did
ok in the interview. They did seem friendly and were doing their best
to keep me relaxed. Took me 30 mins to put on a tie. i got help from
the net. i'm so glad that i don't have to wear a tie if i get the
job. Got a few things to do today.

Interview!!

i just called and now i have an interview in the city at 2:30 pm. Quick check at Multimap.com and reference of latitude and longitude to google earth and now i have a satellite pic and road names to the building. And OMG it's a freaking tall building. i have to prepare for interview and OMG i dunno how to tie a tie!!! i'm doooomed =(

Good things

Last last weekend my grandpa wanted to get his newly bought computer fixed. The computer had a blank screen stayed there for about 3 and a half minutes BEFORE windows began to load. So i checked out the computer and couldn't find out what was causing the mess. i did find that the graphics card didn't match the graphics card on the invoice (it was an older version) and there was a dead pixel on the lcd monitor. So on Saturday i took it down to where we bought it from (AUSTIN) and wanted them to fix it. However, they pissed me off bad by saying that they couldn't replace the monitor even though it said that all hardware parts had a 12 month warranty. They began to say stuff like the manufacturer produces different warranties and that we had to report it in 7 days to get a refund for the monitor. i did point out that they never wrote this down or never told us verbally. Anyways, when i told them about the graphics card they said that the guy for warranties isn't here till monday. So why did we just spend the past 20 mins arguing with this person??? So on monday we took it down and asked for a complete refund on EVERYTHING. They gave us the same treatment saying that they will have a look at it, and can't do anything about the monitor. However a quick mention of a complaint to consumer affairs and he changed his mind and allowed us to have a refund back in cash. i don't understand why things have to be so complicated. i recently heard from RSPCA telling us that the stray cat has been health checked, vaccinated and given a new home. Thats kinda good. It wasn't put down and it won't be lonely ever again. Yesterday i got a call from Kmart regarding the nightfill job. They wanted me to start training straight away. i also got a call for an interview for a helpdesk job but had to delay that interview because of the Kmart training. i'm gonna call about the interview in about 15 mins. Hopefully i get the job. The Kmart training yesterday was alright. Now i get some $$$, i also have to tell centrelink and check bank statements...Argghh so much to do today.

Feeling very annoyed

i hate it when people try to keep things to themselves especially when it doesn't concern them and when i need the information much more than they do. This person probably thinks its cool that he has 'exclusive' access to my work. It pisses me a lot and i feel like bashing the crap out of him, even though i am a pacifist. Maybe it's because i'm having a bad week. No, i think i deserve to beat the crap out of him. I spent a lot of time and effort making some webpages, coding and documentation and now he has access to them and i don't. i've got too much to do at the moment. People are taking advantage of me. i have to learn to say no. It doesn't pay to be nice. Nice people never win.

Stray Cat

i don't know if this week has been the best or the worst time in my life. During the days i guess i am having a really happy time. i don't know if i should be so happy. It's a fantasy i guess. i'm spending a lot of time with someone i like even though i shouldn't like her as more than a friend. i think there is a movie like that called Just Friends, but i'm not gonna watch it. At night, my nightmares are getting worse. i know how they happen. They result from the very very little things that are said or done during the day. Little things that shouldn't bother anyone but affects me heaps. Anyways, on the weekend a stray cat came to our house. It was very hungry and quite young and wouldn't stop meowing so we decided to feed it a bit. We couldn't call RSPCA coz they didn't operate on weekends. We fed it as much as we can and played with it a bit during its stay. We handed over the cat to them today. Hopefully they'll find it an owner that will take care of it well.
Hopefully it won't get put down. Life's not fair.